hyphen, union

Hi everyone, I have some thing to tell,  i am leaving in a dilema, how ?

so let explain: in the bigining I was persona non-grata in each of group because of the mis understood, after that when things became cleare i was the subject of concurence between this two groups, every one want to have me in their group, and they used every mean to realise the objectif.

I have true friends in each group and am attached to them and tey are attached to me, i like my country( inspades of problems) and i like the other country ( one day i made application for the green card) so why not to be a hyphen that can attache this two groups whithout any egoism everyone will be happy, but they must look to mine first.

friends helpful trust believe .